SUMMER HOLIDAYS!

 

IT'S SUMMER!

SCHOOL IS OUT!

It doesn't matter anymore

that it was an 18 month struggle

to comprehend;

to make sense of the chaotic "hell" of living in grief.

it's plenty that the lesson learned

WAS that is was chaos;

living a 2-yr old's brain

shocked & unable to undo a mess of

tangled wiring.

 

IT'S ENOUGH FOR NOW

to comprehend

that a 2 yr old's

MAP OF REALITY

is minimal as well as 

incorrect.

There is no ability to comprehend adult expression.

 

THAT IS ENOUGH

Stop pushing;

Rest from trying.

 

THE PUZZLE PIECES OF THE OLDE MAP

DON'T MATCH THE NEW TERRITORY

of

INNER HEART MAGIC EXPERIENCES.

 

BUTTERFLY SPEECH

uncomprehended by the caterpillar.

 

Gather those moments in Peace.

Even find REST

in that confusion

that won't allow rational, consistent thought

(so stop thinking!);

the chaos that actually says:

"TRUST".

"IT IS DONE"

"AND IT IS SO".

IT'S SUMMER

DELIGHT in being HERE in this PARADISE!

 

ALL QUESTIONS

are to go on a list;  deferred till later.

They are not for now.

DON'T EVEN ASK THEM.

"You did good!" "You passed!" "You did enough!"

 

A BRAND NEW, UPDATED

MAP OF REALITY

IS BEING FORMED

at the back of this mind;

within this heart.

In service to the whole

through BEING the FLOW

ALL SUMMER LONG.